Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Bloody, Im leaking like an octopus.
Posted at 9:42 AM
Oh goodness, goodness. What has happen? Dear God. Okay let me take a few breather and tell you the damn story.1,2,3.
Turtle (Squid's Mom) confiscated her phone. Because you know why?! She (Her Mom) found out that she (Squid) was seeing Shark. Oh Dear God. (((Chaos))) I texted Turtle, I confronted her, I came clean. I told her EVERYTHING. I did everything I can, omg. But in the end.. All she said was.
'No dating until 18. Thats when I started dating and I concentrate in my studies. Thats why Im succesful and have a good job. It pays to be patient'
I cant take it. I can picture Squid crying. The moment I saw this text, I was shivering. I offed the computer and when to the room, and cried. As loud as I can. But not too loud until my mom can hear. I felt so guilty, so responsible for all of this. I kept asking myself "Is this the right thing to do? ( Coming clean to Turtle (Squid's Mom) ) And now Im just asking myself this ' What the hell have I done ' Oh dear god.
You see, Squid, Shark and I are very very very close friends. Shark is like my brother. Squid is my best friend and my cousin. Squid and Shark is in Singapore.. Im here, Malaysia. So that raya, I came to singapore. We hanged out together, there was tears, laughter. Everything was there. (Squid is atatched to Shark btw) We went everywhere. As times grew longer... We immediately knew we were the best of friends. We just felt the connection. I love Squid & Shark so much. So so much. When Turtle said this
'If you care for her and think about her own good, you would share with me because rather than I scold her and ground her for no good reason, I would prefer to understand her. If you not telling, its okay. Im grounding her anyway til end of the year, no hp no computer, no going out of the house'
When Turtle said this.. I said ' Im doing this for Squid, only for her and Shark, and no one else'
If you're a parent and you're reading this, I know whot you think. Its not what you think. Turtle said we cant even see Shark anymore. I mean like hang out like friends. Squid & Shark doesnt have to date, but they can be just friends. Leaving Shark, is like leaving your own brother lying around. No, Shark is my best friend, Friends stick together, no matter what.
Squid & Me, are okay. Its the matter of Squid & Shark ( Because Turtle wants them to break up ), Shark & Me ( Shark is my brother, I cant just leave him ). Yes, last night I cried so so hard, when Shark called me I was still crying. I cried with Shark.
This whole thing is a sad, sad thing. But today.. Shark said, Squid 'didnt' listen to her mother, and decided to be abit like Romeo & Juliet? ( Family cant divide us kinda thingy ) Yeah, and I guess, that means they're back together? Lol.
Someone confessed something to me last night. Yes, I aint revealing who. Its a secret between me & God. Lol. :D Im bringing down the secret to my grave
