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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Life's a bore. Posted at 3:26 PM

Life's a bore. But I aint really complaining. Just, I want some excitement in my life.

Everything seems so tense I cant even see clearly nowadays.

I mean, when I watch some love story and I see how these two human beings respond to each other.. Ill always think "Will I be as interesting as she is. What if I froze and dont know what to say. Will I ever be boring?"

Lol. These questions keep running through my head.

Uh and btw, indra didnt respond to any of my messaged.. I sent him one, but I guess he just doesnt give a rats ass about me. He's always busy doing god knows what..

And this time I talked to amir. I asked him, "Eh, you like amalina ah?"
He was like.."I have 2 people that I like and I dont know who to choose"

Whatthephuck is going on ?? He said he didnt wanna date anyone for awhile. I guess "awhile" is the new "tomorrow" Hmmph.

My so called friends are leaving me. Maybe they think Im insane. I talk to much? Brrgh.

Do you people think I talk about other people because I dont have a life? Lol, *thinks*. Hmm, I do. Its just.. I found a new thing called 'Expressing Your Feelings In Your Blog' ;D Its nice, you should do it sometime.

Amir doesnt understand me. When I talk to him, sometimes.. I get so tensed up, that I wonder when the conversation is going to end. Yeah he's cute and all :/

He likes this girl, amalina. Trust me, she's gorgeous. And this other girl, fiefah.. who looks cocky. No offense. Lol. You know what I IM'ed Squid yesterday?

I want him. I want to hold his hands. I want to see his smile. I want to do things with him. ( And a few other stuffs, you dont need to know. Nothing dirty! )

But sadly he doesnt.
And that sucks. Im sulking over here.. and he's wondering.. " Who the heck is she?! "
Lol.

With indra, I dont think I love him.. Cause he never gave me a chance to do so. But I feel like I just wanna be a part of something. With him. He seems so super duper not your ordinary type of kid. But he always thinks he's ahead of everybody. Like he's the king of the world -.-

He doesnt know Im here, blogging and obessing about him. He'd be damn pissed. Its like me.. spoiling his rep. Ahh, who gives a damn. He's not the boss of me. I could've just slapped him. LOL. Let the king be pissed. Who cares, ah? Do ya'll? No right.

Yeah and on Monday.. The marble waxer is coming.. He's gonna wax my marble. Which is nice cause, ill rest my feet on something shiny ;)

Okayokay.
One more post and Im out.
My.. fingers are killing me.
They need olive oil.

RANDOM BEAUTY TIP: Before you sleep, lather some olive oil on your hands. And wear gloves. Then snooze. When you wake up in the morning.. Your hands will be as smooth as my going to be waxed marble :D

Adios.