Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Loved.
Posted at 3:00 PM
All I want is to be loved. By someone worthy of me and my time. Sometimes you just dont get everything you want kan. I really liked Indra but ah well. He's not for me. Romeo you're out there right? Ill wait for you okay. But if I die early Romeo, just wanna let you know, I love you ;)
Im gonna delete indra's pictures now.. Well almost everything.. I need something to remind me of him. Although there's alot of things that can remind me of him, pictures are always useful. Hmm, school's starting.. I cant use the computer regularly anymore. Just wanna stick to studies. But Ill flirt :P But, Im telling you.. My romeo is not in my school. Nu-uh. Unless some new hot kid pindah here, then Im in luck! Indra, you'll always be that insanely hot guy I met that I cant really have. <3
But by any chance you read this, and you fell for me, (hahah, yeah right!) Ill have you. But only if you stop obsessing with yourself. Yeah, betul! You're so full of yourself.
I once wrote a hate message to you, filled with nasty words, lol. But I deleted it cause I was dead scared, that by any chance you'll read it and hate me. Yeah just a sneak peak? "You get out of our lives you son of a *****!" Yeah, but listen, I deleted it. Meaning I wrotte it just to let out my emotions. Here's one thing for indra la kan.
"I wasnt born yesterday, I know your tricks. You dont like alfreda. Maybe just a little la, but you never had put (past tense) her picture as your wallpaper on your phone. Thats fuckin bullshit. You think I believed you kissing your phone, but no. Im a girl, you dope. I know what ya'll boys do. But I really dont know what your intentions were. If you like me, say you do, I will react and respond like a lady.) :) Hahah, sorry Im being effin sarcastic.
K, Im signing off now. Keep on reading. You know I love you all. And always remember, my blog is an ice cream.
"Temptations are allowed :)"
Ya Allah, I hope he reads this cause I really want him to.
Adios, pepol!
