Friday, February 20, 2009
8 days. ( 1 week and 1 day )
Posted at 10:04 AM
'Operation Moving On'Hello, balloonies. Who's moving on? Ah..me.
Im fine lah, I guess.
He said he 'wasnt ready'
Ready for what?!
Sex? Marriage?
Sigh.
Alright. 8
Number 3 on my Boyrfriend Length-O Meter©
I know what you think. Im 'not' cheap.
Make sense? Okay.
I had a short ( about 15 minutes ) cry.
And then I went to the balcony to clear my thoughts. ( plus listening to Why by Secondhand Serenade a zillion of times..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrPKiCCo4Mo)
And went into the room, and cried again.
Then, retreated.
Cry, stop. Cry, retreat.
Thats the flow.
Well I had a blast with him. Thats for sure.
Calling him.. Yeah.. Thats my first phone call with a lover.
First real phonecall/s.
FAKE FIRST.- I was experiencing cold feetness when my former lover called. ( Octopus )
I accidently picked up. And said 'Shit' and hanged up.
Phonecalls until 1 am.
Its fun. And I love how funny and fast he is.
He can think of something to say in SECONDS.
He even made up a story about some bitch touching his neck.
2-shey ^_^
LOVE CANNOT BE FORCED. IF YOU DONT LOVE him/her then, DONT.
P.S.- I sent him a hate message saying.. "Im not ready is a 'lame' excuse. Use it when she (fuckin third party) asks you for sex. Then it'll be worthwhile."
Few minutes after... I sent him a truce message saying.. "Lets just remain friends. Love cannot be forced......" And all that crap I always say.
^^^^
Bye.
P.S.- I sent him a hate message saying.. "Im not ready is a 'lame' excuse. Use it when she (fuckin third party) asks you for sex. Then it'll be worthwhile."
Few minutes after... I sent him a truce message saying.. "Lets just remain friends. Love cannot be forced......" And all that crap I always say.
^^^^
Bye.
