Thursday, March 12, 2009
Time life.
Posted at 9:46 PM
I was talking to a bunch of my indian friends.. I said " Hey, im gonna find my other friends one sec, alright? " They said okay, then I began the search. I walked approx one straight line and figured " Ah, wait. I dont have friends -.- " This is not self pity for me. Im just stating a fact. Friends stick with you no matter what. Friends stick with you even is you said she should go fuck herself. ( mind my language ) I went to the Jason Mraz concert on the 4th of March. It was the time of my life. Oh how I wanted to boast about the concert to my 'friends'. And how I couldnt tell anyone how I almost cried when the show was about to end and also how i begged Mommy to bring me to Traders Hotel, cause thats where jason and his band mates were staying. All this stuff I wanna let it all out. But there's always no compatible ear. Besides the fact that they wanna kill me and calling me a lucky cow, no one really related. I really like the part where.. at one point, Jason sings softly or doesnt sing at all..and then the crowd goes singing along to the song, and the stadium goes all vibrating and all. Jason was impressed and he smiled and said " I hope this isnt the last " I recorded the show, and played it back and realized that I sounded like a pooky zombie :p And I recorded myself singing some of my favorite songs and listened to it and go " This aint never going into youtube " But I plan on working on my voice. Cause its the ear that makes you hear your voice differently recorded. And also about when I chased after jason and his bands' bus. Maybe I need my cousin. At times like this, I look for shelter. At times like this, I look in the mirror and realize how cute I look with this fringe. And how people said I was cute at suci's party. And how I rewrote some of secondhand serenade's lyrics in 'Your Call' and how im planning on giving it to Suhail when he calls me. Cause I believe it'll be our last. So the first part goes like 'Waiting for you call..' and thew end goes like ' To make you mine, stay with me tonight' So its like that night, our last phonecall.. I want him to stay with me. And after that... We'll forever hold our peace.P.S- If you're reading this, boy.. You know what to do. I havent yet reached stardom and I havent changed my number. So dial away. And sometimes I look in the mirror and told myself that this stuff..
Aint my fault.
Jason.. at his concert... He sang "Every little thing is gonna be alright" and asked us to repeat it over and over again so the sentence will convince us.. that everything really 'is' gonna be alright. If tomorrow the world's gonna end, everythings gonna be what?
Alright.
P.P.S- He wore a sleeveless t-shirt that said ' I love KL ' that made his muscles pop out. And i loved it. :DD and his band mates wore the national malaysian football jersey which was rawr.
