Party, party, party.

Its in two daaays. Yeah. But kinda stressed out cause I have to clean the whole house like literally rombak everything cause everythings so messy. K, I've bought literally everything, so no worries on that. 

I walked with Nazraj just now. With hemala. And with second thought, nazraj falls in love with hemala. How angsty do I feel right now. I vowed again to hemala. 

"I will be happier from today onwards"

The words seem stupid. Even for me. Because I never keep my word. Ill always end up frowning and shouting. I wanna be happier. I wanna. I wanna. I wanna.

And as everyone know, I broke my phone. Its unrepair-able, okay? Dont ask me whether I can repair it or not, I CANT. My mom just banned me from using hers, and my dad's phone is off limits too. When he's awake that is ^^. Im like, I wanna text my friends, be social and all, but now cannot. I need a phone. I dont care if its a secondhand or triplehand, forklehand, whatever. Can call, can text, with music player, Ill buy it, kay.

I just need control la kan, what to do. Tons of homeworks and folios and stuff. Im done trying to impress my teachers, cause apparently I failed. Hahaha, its like they expect us to be so angelic, which we cant.

Its the twenty first century okay, people. We have changed. Mankind dah berubah like yeah. After the party Im gonna like just cool down abit. Not to think too much. Seriously, if I keep on getting all fucked up like this, Im gonna get cancer. Lol. No, no, no dont think like that. Im tottaly healthy. I hope.

Hemala said he's legs were hairy and curly. I laughed so much, hahahha. I like curly hair. Cute, very. K so, when Im done with the party, I'll be on 'Aware' Mode. I wont be high anymore. Maybe I will, but in a good way. Not like melamuning and walking alone, singing. Ill be high, laughing with my friends, and looking at the two hot indian guys in our school. (not really indians la)

"When Im done, I'll get back to life. I need to rejuvenate like heck, I do. I will be reborn on Saturday, and hopefully with a new phone."

d a n i a, s o r f i n a.