Friday, August 28, 2009
r.i.p eddy.
Posted at 9:43 PM
28th August 2009.Im sorry, eddy. Im sorry for my carelessness. Im sorry for my obliviousness. Im sorry for everything. I know you're up there now. Somewhere safer, somewhere you belong. Somewhere over the rainbow, and somewhere where you can be happy. :(
I love you, you've been with me the nights I missed my lover boy. The nights I lost my friends. Was there to cuddle with me with your furry fat fur. I love you.
My hamster, Eddy, was found dead in my room. With its head bleeding, lifeless. I couldnt believe my eyes. It was the cats. But I dont blame them. I blame myself. I dont blame you, Allah. I blame myself. Its okay eddy, dont blame the cats. They're innocent.
I was just online with my lover boy, chatting. When I was shooed out of the room by my mom, I went straight to my room. And found Eddy. :(
I cried out a loud 'OHMYGOD'. My dad heard it and ask me what was wrong. Discovering the obvious, he started rubbing it in my face. ("Padan muka")
I was so furious at my dad, I shouting the heck out to him, and started crying madly. I couldnt breathe, I was so horrified. I cried, and I cried, and I cried. Cried. And cried again. Till my mom came to me and hugged me. Told me it was okay. I calmed down and prayed to Allah. Cried in my prayers. I was so sad.
Everything was done, I slept soundly. That morning I buried Eddy. I was wearing a long black dress because obviously I was still mourning for him. To my friends, please wear black to mourn for dear eddy. And I will do the same. :(
I love you, and I hope you're happy now. 10 months in that bloody old cage must've made you crazy. Its okay, you're fine now. Send my regards to Hammy and all my other loved ones. I love you.
Eddy
2008-2009
A loyal pet and fat friend.
<3
Innalillah.
