Saturday, December 26, 2009
Money will come to me, and ignite my life. Time will try to fix it.
Posted at 11:00 PM
Went to Sunway today, what a day. Ate at subway then started shopping. More like going-inside-looking and trying-but-not-buying shopping. -.-' It just kills me to know I cant buy anything nowadays. Or maybe I just really really loved that dress.
My mom being the typical... I cant even find the word but I'll get back to you, totally shattered my heart. I wanted to buy that dress okay not because of the typical reason 'Im a fucking brat, buy me that fucking dress or else' No. Im not like that.
I have no more shit to wear and it just tears me apart to see my family going down like this. Financially.
It was topshop, but please la. I've never wanted anything more. Tears come streaming down your face when you love something you cant buy.
Its devastating. I cried, not literally.
I just wish I'll grow up beautiful and dirty dirty rich. Money cant buy happiness, but money can buy clothes.
The conclusion is I really wanted that dress :(
P/S: Sorry for the language, Im just...angry.
