Wednesday, March 31, 2010
He's cute.
Posted at 2:02 PM
This week is a sleep. Literally. I just got back from a much needed vacation, teehee. Sumpah penot gila, woi. My tangan macam setan right now sebab archery. But alls good, we had so much fun. :D There was a lot of new things I did.Flying foxes, archery, etc. But the snorkelling sucks big time arses. Defo cant beat Tioman. Alah stakat jelly fishes and gamat buat apa. HAHA
Exams were okay so far, first in my whole lifetime, I could do maths without sweaty palms. :) But I honestly now, realized how, maybe I 'am' contempt with loneliness after all. Day by day, no one except them is sticking. But I dont blame them lah, its my cranky self fault.
So this is it, I'm leaving you guys. I dont feel right being so utterly selfish. I know you long for him, and my presence is just making everything so hard. So I'm gonna go. It doesnt seem that you guys need me. I think now, its okay if I run out of friends, I have two very solid babies who's always gonna be there no matter how many times I screw. You know who you are. :) Im proud of who I am, proud to be lonely. Lonely pun lonely lah, that just shows its time for me to go out and play.
And one more, I do not give a shit about those low life people, no more. They're no good, waste of my time, full of ignorance. They can just live their pathetic lives, and rot. Its just me in this isolated shithole, screaming to go out. One day I really will fly away, you'll see. You are as good as dead to me, and please look up on how much I really dont give a shit.
