Thursday, March 25, 2010
Fatigued.
Posted at 5:50 PM
I'm so mentally exhausted right now. I could feel like there's a bullet sucking through my skin. I'm so tired. I'm in menstrual phase right now, dah la sakit perut, menggeli and ahh. I've been going back with Azim daily, now. Tu pun dah ada like rumours going around. Damn, orang tak boleh diam. But, cant lie, I dont mind. I love attention, thanks. -.-' Right at this moment, if it feeds your curiosity, we're just friends. Since I lost Afiq as my former walking buddy, Azim's just fine. He's awesome and he makes me laugh. Thats a plus.
School's been really a drag, yeah I have my friends and all but tah, I feel like I'm going down again, for no fucking reason. Somebody saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaave me. I think I dont deserve to be called human, since I need like constant saviour all the time. It's not my fault. :(
Melawati reunion is coming up in 2 weeks, and I cant wait. Tak tau nak pakai baju apa. HAHA. Prolly my lace dress? Jyeah. Post mature impressions are so important at this point of time, I gotta shine. I hope so, I've been waiting all my life for this, now its here. I can't wait to meet you guys again, I miss you, somehow. (Y)
I literally called him 'HITAM' at class tambahan the other that and I must admit, damn that felt good. I'm sure he heard me, and I wanted him to. No hard feelings, ex.
Intervensi 2 is up next week, I'm ready-er than last time, so I think I'm gonna do fine, insyaallah.
Au revoir, I need to feed on my period pains. :''D