Saturday, August 14, 2010
Yeaaah yeaah yeaaaa.
Posted at 11:27 PM
Looking back, I am still so very young. Fifteen? Young and naive. Don't know shit about this world.
Here I am, counting the minutes, approximately 45 minutes till I will be rebirth. I don't really know what to expect, but I planning on not expecting, really. But heehee, I'd like to get flowers. Lots of flowers. And words, lots of words.
Back then, last year to be exact. I was merried, celebrated. With what was, and what still is. I was happy. I still remember the day like it was. I still am, happy. Maybe not as happy, but still. I don't want to be sad on this day. I want to let go. I want to hug people and give them a pat on the back, I want to smile with my teeth and think with my heart. I want a ring of halo above me, and light, to fake my rebirth. As if, I'm being sent to heaven and to go down again like a fallen angel. HA
The first few days of Ramadhan has been okay. They say, you've been doing it for years now, it doesn't make much difference. And at this, I pretty much agree. I don't feel much hunger, just the feeling of wanting to swear and shake my ass is always there LOL
I'm gonna go for awhile. Be back in a few, <3
