Sunday, November 7, 2010
They're making us crazy, don't give up on me baby.
Posted at 12:58 AM
These past few weeks has been.. craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. I can't believe how many things went by, some good some awful. I'm sitting here in my mom's hotel room. So chilly. Hugging my teddy and in thick-wooled blanket, I sit here just sinking in the atmosphere waiting for my faith.
I need somebody. I need everybody. Have you ever got that feeling. Needing something so bad. I need my baby. He's asleep. But I'm still so cold. I need somebody.
I've just came across a labelling moment just now and hoohaa I got the 'quiet one'. Yipee. I think this is the result for not talking much in my latter years or ever. I speak to a lot of people. The people that I like. If I jump around like a dinosaur when I'm with you then I must really really feel good around you. Hmm. But there's an upside to this factuation. After all this years shutting up, I've learned the amazing skill of listening. Quite good actually. I can listen and evaluate and know things 'talkative' people can't fathom. Yipee.
#nowplaying For The First Time
And we don't know we got into this mess it's a gods test/Someone help us cause we're doing our best/Trying to make it work but man these times are hard/But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine/Sit talking up all night/Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah/We're smiling but we're close to tears/Even after all these years/We just now got the feeling that we're meeting/For the first time
I can't. Don't want to cry. I just need somebody. I need you, sayang.
I'm so cold. Am I better off dead?
