Thursday, April 5, 2012
I hate you. Posted at 11:25 PM

Yes. I hate you so much. I hate you! No one in this fucking world makes me feel the way you feel. And that is why I fucking hate you. You make me so angry. You make my blood boil and my head hurt. I constantly have a heavy heart, and I constantly want to cry. I hate you. Why did we even? Why did we fucking even? Why did God, make me fall in love with you, just to end up being hurt and crushed and fucking restless? Why did we even end up together, if we were made to fall? WHY? I don't need you. I wish I never had you. I can't stop. I can't live like this. I'm a mess. I hate you.

At night, I feel like crying. I can't cry anymore. It's no use. My tears are crystal. But my heart, oh dear God, my heart. It weeps with sorrow and I can feel my heart ache every time I think of you. And the worse part is that, why in the world am I getting all screwed up for a guy, you, when I deserve better, when I know I get can better, when your words, they don't even make sense. when you don't even have a strong case to bring up against me, when I am better.

YES, IT'S MY FUCKING FAULT. YES. I KNOW THAT.

I can't sleep. I can't breathe. I can't live. I can't smile. I can't... hate you.
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My name is Dhania Sorfina. I am not European. I am an Ailurophile. I like elephants and the color purple. I over-analyze things and cry all the time. I am a hopeless romantic, hopeless searching for a kind like me.
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